i don't know why..
this strong feeling just came... it was .. so sudden.. so powerful..
so overwhelming..
it makes me feel so happy.. so relaxed.. so good..
and it feels so real.. as if it has already happened...
all of a sudden.. i believed.
i believed firmly that you will appear in front of me.
one day.. you will come to me.. come straight to me.
with all the determination you have.
that mirror i've been searching for all the time.
the one that could let me see who exactly i am.
the one that i can stand before... with everything i've got.
no pretence, no acts... it's just me.
and standing before it makes me look beautiful.. for it's me.
you are that mirror. that special one.
i don't know when u will come to me.
your appearance won't be as what i've always imagined in my mind.
your words... they mostly likely won't be what i had in mind either.
but it's still you.
you'll still be there... be in my life.
i'm telling myself.. i'll wait for you.
i'll become a better person for you.
and hoping that we can meet at where the sakura fly...
^__^
listening to: shimokawa mikuni -- sore ga ai deshou (full metal panic: fumoffu)
whatever you want here
