intolerancethese days... the sound of a phone ringing gets on my nerves a lot. not my handphone... but the kind of fixed phone set that you have at home.
the buzzing are like knives... the moment they ring, they cut into my conscious mind and they are stuck there.. what's worse.. when it continues to buzz at such a high tone for a long time, the knives start to twist and turn, reducing my consciousness into a swamp of bloody pulp. it is inconcievably irritating to have a high frequency thing ringing at your ear all the time.. especially when you need a distance to go shut them up.. and worse still... you have two in your house. add a doorbell to the package and there you have it.. the ultimate items to drive me nuts.
the bad weather is also irking me. all along i've been someone who feared the heat a lot a lot a lot (times infinity). i was the sort of people who can stand airconditioning at 16 deg celsius without a jacket but i cannot stand standing under the sun for more than one minute. yes.. .one minute. now i dread walking out of my house and in fact, even staying inside the house can get sooo hot. and my teeth hurts... and my stomach is cramp-ing.
but the thought of my oppa keeps me peaceful and calm. ^_^
i want to go ktv...
오월지련~~~~
listening to: f.i.r -- qian nian zhi lian
talk about good luckwith a stomach acting up... a fuzzy brain and a soon-to-come fever perhaps just before my paper...
why don't i get amnesia now to complete the package?
screw it.
listening to: myself
yummy yummy~
i swear old hyung's habits in his diary postings has got into me... evident from my camera hovering over my bowl of ra-myun before i got down to eating it...
today i specifically told my mother that she didn't have to pack dinner for me because i was craving for some ramyun (for the uninitiated... that's korean noodles)... so after i got home.. i got down to making myself a sumptious dinner...
this bowl of ramyun would cost at least $2.50 outside because it has fresh prawns... sausages and fried egg. lolz... i had to wait for the prawns and sausages to defrost so i took a bath before cooking it... ah... it feels exceptionally good to cook something after a bath because you're refreshed and it's warm to stand before the stove. see? oppa and i have similiar habits already... (it's okay if you don't get what i'm saying. lolz.)
so there you have it... nice yummy noodles. i would have taped the session if i wasn't alone at home. lolz.
it's dang delicious.
listening to: news -- cherish
monologues...
...with miss denilalalala han (well she made me put this. she said i cannot write her real name and she specifically asked for four "la"s)
but heck.. she's denise... pretty primary four girl... with boundless energy and the capability to drive me nuts...
denise: do you have a dog?
me: >< no... and denise... you asked me many times already.
denise: really? how many times?
me: erm... MANY times.
denise: how many?
me: erm... maybe six or seven.
denise: i think it's three or four.
lolz.. every week she asks me if i have a dog. i want to test her memory.
after tuition ended, we waited for her father, richard to come back. so we went to her garden to take a look at her goldfishes.
denise: can you count how many?
me: *counting*... there's seven.
denise: *points to one at the side*... that one's dying.
me: oh really.. why?
denise: because it's got cancer.
me: seriously?
denise: yeah.. look at the head. it's got head cancer.
me: >_< erm... that's the head.. but i don't think they have head cancer.
denise: yes they do... it's the fish head cancer.
oh my.... is it just me or does fish really have cancer?!
richard drove me to the mrt station... while denise sat beside me cuz they were going to popular bookstore.
richard: * to me* are you going home?
me: yeah.
denise: aren't you going out?
me: no...
richard: you're going out?
me: no... i'm going home.
denise: you said you were going out.
me: no i didn't.
denise: *to richard* teacher's not going out.
>_<
then richard asked how my sister was doing and all..
denise: your sister is sick?
me: yeah.
denise: so sick she has to go to hospital?
me: yeah~~
denise: what's she sick of?
me: erm... *wondering how to explain leukaemia*
denise: she's sick of fur?
me: HUH?
denise: sick of children?
me + richard: >_<
lolz.. i love this kid.
listening to: jones shi kang jun -- bian zhi
i hope you found peacei hope it wasn't too painful... i hope it wasn't too difficult.
maybe 30 minutes ago... my friend called me.. telling me that an ex-schoolmate of mine had just passed away in a car accident.
i didn't what to say... he sounded upset... but i didn't how to console him. that schoolmate of mine... we never really talked in school.. he was in the class next to mine... and our classes clicked well for being the last few of the level.. lolz...
we talked... sure we did... laughed about things as we formed part of the crowd... but we weren't that close. when my friend just told me... that split second... i couldn't even remember his face.
life is fragile. so fragile it sometimes slips out of your hand before you realizes it.
that's one thing that really sucks with being alive.
i hope he's found peace.
listening to: nothing
empty houses
...
we are all empty houses... waiting for someone to come unlock and free ustoday i went to watch the korean movie
3-iron with my hyung-su... it's been a while since i've watched something intriguing.. something that makes me think.. and definitely, this movie is the most abstract thing i've seen recently.
loosely translated.. the title is actually "empty houses" in korean.. jae hee is a man who breaks into houses, living like he lived there.. he would fix the broken stuffs and wash their clothes.. so far he'd never been caught until he went to this big house... and met a badly abused wife... confronted by her violent husband... jae hee uses his favourite golf club, 3-iron... hit golf balls at the husband and brings her out of that place. they lived from houses to houses... until..
some things are really special about this movie.. the guy never talked. NOT ONCE AT ALL. the woman did.. only "i love you" at the end.. that's all.. the movie was quiet.. silent without a single line for probably four-fifth of it. i guess i have no complaints... because i would need subtitles anyway if they spoke too much. lolz...
jae hee acted well.. as the college graduate who strangely chose to live a life like this... no explanations were given.. i don't think any explanation would be good enough though... some things are better left unsaid. the lady in question.. lee seung yuhn was the one who sparked the whole controversy because she shot a series of pictures, portraying those "comfort women".. i was surprised to see her in a major film release after the incident.. but the director.. acclaimed now for all his works and he got the best director for this movie at the venice film festival or cannes.. i don't remember... he said that he casted her because she was truly an outcast in the society..
at the very end of the movie.. it said .. it's sometimes hard to see if the world you're living is a dream or reality.. true enough... i often wonder if my life is a dream... maybe one day i would wake up to something else and everything i thought happened didn't happen at all. what would i do? what would i change? lolz...
although my life sucks now... i hope that doesn't happen.
and by the way... i think jae hee at the end was unreal.. because the weighing machine was zero.. but then again.. the woman may have fixed that. lolz...
listening to: 3-iron ost -- gafsa
i'm here saying nothingwell frankly.. i have nothing to update. but i have nothing to do... no actually i have a test this friday... but i don't feel like studying ... yes i will see the consequences soon... but heck it. lolz...
well since i have nothing to say.. i guess i shall just update on my latest stuffs.. not like anybody is interested but heck.. this is MY BLOG. haha..
currently... i'm liking...
- shin hyesung + shinhwa: like nobody knows that already. but i HAVE to mention it. lolz
- loveholic: they are twenty five times better than f.i.r. everyone should listen.
- clazziquai: they are the first korean fusion act to catch my attention.
- photoshop: i'm doing sooo many things on it. lolz.. i just made my own wallpaper!!
- my nails: i just got them french manicured.... but heck it's falling off already. dang.
- black hair: i know it's impossible but i wish oppa will keep his hair black for life.
- coke: didn't want to include this cuz it's like.. by default.. but then...
- samsung E800: rose pink all over again... but then.. my phone's only 3 months old... dang...
currently... i'm hating...
- zhang fei and his variety big brother show: simply... what the f***?
- the triumph t-shirt bra ad: what the... who the hell does jigsaw puzzles in their undies?!
- nus biz ad: that's like THE lamest ad in recent tv history. the jeans thing is just like.. DUH.
- nus: for having a non student exchange programme with soochunhyang university in korea.. so now i can't go even though it would be fully sponsored. >< - citigems ad: i'm sorry. it's just got the lesbian feel in my eyes. okay. that's all for now i guess.... yawnz...
listening to: loveholic -- sylvia
