love is...love is a beautiful thing. no matter what or who that emotion is directed to...
maybe it's just that particular someone who never fails to sweep you off your feet everytime you're with him and you feel like you can achieve anything with him by your side.
maybe it's just that something you just really like to eat. maybe it's just that particular piece of music that drives your mood high up in the heavens whenever you hear it.
it can be anything... it can be everything.
love can hope where reason would despair. it needs no teaching... it is little and long. it makes all hearts gentle and it keeps you warm even in the coldest storms.
it's not about having... it's not about keeping. it's just about.. loving. it can hurt... it can be painful but maybe that's why it's beautiful. that's why everlasting ones are what everyone looking forward to.
it is great but love for that someone is not everything in life. think about love for other things ...other people...
i love shinhwa like no other. i love music... i love listening to it, i love writing it. i love waking up to my mother's nagging, asking me to bring my breakfast to work. i love my friends, even though not everyone can be there all the time for me. i love my imagination... i love my computer... i love japanese sushi, korean bbq and the savoury crepe at marche.
and for now.. these loves more than occupy my mind.
i love it~
listening to: ono lisa -- i wish you love
self realizationit's a phase everyone goes through.
it's a phase everyone goes through.
it's a phase everyone goes through.
it's a phase everyone f--king goes through.
i keep telling myself that because if i don't, i will just f--king break down and cry, hate my life and take the plunge from the rooftop of my flat.
even though it's a phase everyone goes through...
WHY THE F--K DO I HAVE TO GO THROUGH IT SO MANY TIMES?!
listening to: my desperation
not taughti was complaining about rude newbies at my workplace when bern told me...
"they are not rude. they are just not taught how to be polite."
in my opinion... that's really sad. this girl at work.. she's supposed to help me do some work before i get my computer password... look at her face everytime i go to her with my stuffs...she even asked me... "you mean you're not going to do this?" ... i was like... SCREW YOU MY DEAR.
i put on a nice smile .. "don't worry. i'm going to when i get my password."
LIKE IT WILL EAT YOU.
anyway i think i saw stef sun and i really saw olinda cho yesterdae at great world~
listening to: natacha atlas -- gafsa
cold is goodthis year's mother day started out wet. it was raining for most of the day and i couldn't help but jump in joy.
let me see.. it's been a good day. it rained.. making the whole world less aggravating, less frustrating, less irritating. and my tuition session was cancelled... something which i always welcome. it's pure bliss to be able to just hole up at home, sitting in front of the computer, stuffing it with all things shinhwa. muah... that's what everyday is about for now.
and something else to keep me happy... my oppa's first solo album sold 80000 copies in two days. do you know how remarkable that is?! i mean... oh my god.. shinhwa's
brand new sold 310000 copies.. i think oppa's will surpass that.. but DON'T GET ME WRONG. i love shinhwa as a whole.. and everyone inside!
sighz... the weekend is coming to an end.. tuesday is coming.. which means my holiday job back at iras is going to start. i see my life crumbling into pieces. but for the sake of my korea trip... my d500c and dictionary.. i will hang on. i will hang on to the job. i will hang on to my tuition assignment.
*phew*
listening to: hyde -- the cape of storms
demiseblogging at 2.32 in the morning is not something that i do often. not only just about the time, but also that i haven't been making proper entries.
my exams ended at 3.06pm on wednesday, 4th of march. that's my certified time of death as well.
i met up with a friend to practice dancing (we were referring to korean singer, boa's mtv dance video) and we mastered the steps, with my lower body paralyzed as a result. haha.. now we just have to work on the sex appeal to make our dance look better. right.. which means i won't succeed.
lolz.
i'm meeting the same friend for ktv tomorrow. are we training as artistes?
listening to: myself
epiphenomenomhere i am, on the eve of a major exam which i have yet to study for, reviewing... reevaluating and recapturing my life so far... nearly 21 years on this solitary planet in the milky way... aptly titled Earth.
i don't understand why philosophical thoughts always crash into my brain during crticial periods like this. it's puzzling you know.. dead puzzling.
i don't have a life. i seriously look back and seriously i conclude i don't have a life. i need a life. or maybe i need a stronger brain and less of that inferiority complex-shit that goes on every once in a while like a visiting rainy season or something.
i feel so... screwed up.. or maybe that's because I AM~
listening to: anson hu -- hong yan
i swear i will start killing soonbecause the f**king weather is so f**king hot.
it's frying my brains.
listening to: clazziquai -- come to me (mellotron remix)
