good luck emptied
just as i've decided to salvage my modules... i'm skipping my japanese lecture. haha...contradicting yeah?
my stats is gone. like...really gone. i've never been so certain of ultimate failure from a test..but i experienced that yesterday. not exactly pleasant.. it just feels like you are walking to a spot where you will plunge and die but you can't stop your legs from moving towards that.
sounds a tad too serious? oh boy. you must be certain that i'm really serious.. i'm serious. i'm dead serious about this cuz i cannot let what i've accomplished in the past year be gone in less than 4 months. or i would go back to where i've started.
sob.
but oh well.. haha.. thus i have to quickly make up for my lost times due to too much computing... surfing...chatting and sitting around. haha.. but then again... that takes a lot of determination.
which i don't quite have. oops.
listening to: nakashima mika -- sara
wedding singer
the idea of singing at weddings is a very cheesy one. absolutely... totally.. entirely... ultimately. haha... but my sister wants me to be one at her wedding. and THAT is something i will have to decline.. even though it's a once-in-a-lifetime thing for my sis.. i will still have to say no... a big biG no.
my sister is holding her banquet next january... i'm pretty excited... cuz that's the first family member getting married (eh.. minus sans my parents of course)... and i can jump at the chance to get a new hairdo and a new dress~! haha... look at me.. getting all excited so early.. i'm looking forward to perming my hair.. a slight perm.. just the ends.. i really dig the short-permed look.. the poster outside the salon at far east level one is just captivating and simply gorgeous.... as for my dress.. i guess i'll ditch my prom dress and get a new one.. something pink... tube and perhaps a little fluffly~!! haha.. why am i behaving as if it's my show~? it's not~! my sister will sponsor me the dress IF i be the wedding singer. geez..
school has reopened.. my stats mid-term is coming this wednesday.. i'm lucky to have passed my two assignments... i guess i'll have to devote the whole of tomorrow to my test... i frankly have no idea what's happening. just wish me luck...
listening to: jay chou -- kun shou zhi dou
string of bad luck
til now.. i cannot believe that i've missed the s/u declaration dateline. i'm telling you.. i've never been as screwed. my chem in space module is doomed to fail but yet i forgot to declare s/u.
i forgot. i bloody forgot. how could i have forgotten? that's the most puzzling thing.
HOW COULD I HAVE FORGOTTEN?!
now i'm doomed (instead of the mod itself) to mug and really study this unlovable subject. right now i can see clearly what kind of rubbish i've landed myself in.
argh.
listening to: k one -- xin tiao ren wu
birthday wishes
i'm twenty today. but i don't feel much about it. okie i do feel something cuz i'm having a headache since five pm or something after the mental hospital trip. guess the journey was too long (it's at buangkok) and the sun was too hot. i'll talk about the trip next time... cuz i'm in too much pain to recall serious things like that. haha...
this year... i bought myself two pairs of shoes for birthday. i'm thinking of revamping my wardrobe... but i don't have the capital to do so. so i settled for shoes... bought one today... white with a little bit of heel.. i need heeled shoes for rainy days... all my jeans are long. haha.. and it can make me look taller. haha... wanted to make use of my birthday and get a 20% discount from giordano today... but i figured out that other than my fav. pair of jeans (the last pair that i resolved to get... i love it more than the one i have from levi's)... there really isn't anything else i wanted to get. and getting the same pair is dumb. haha... so i only got a pair of shoes.
received a bracelet today... it's pretty and sweet.. with pink stuffs. i figured that everyone knows my obsession with pink these days cuz i've received a pink bag, pink bracelet and earrings. this is not good. haha..
well... for my birthday.... my bday resolution is to enjoy my life more and try to like my comm position more. hard cuz i just received an email from my pres... with a series of duties to do. thanks man.
oh well.. my bday is coming to an end... here's to twenty~!
listening to: nakashima mika -- oborotsukiyo ~inori~
happy birthday~!
happy 20th birthday to me~!!!
listening to: nakashima mika -- oborotsukiyo ~inori~
change something. change everything.
currently. i'm deprived of sleep. i've only slept for less than 3 hours in the last 36 hours and been out for 10 hours. well... not a feat to most people out there but to me... it's a killer.
we had bbq at wan's place yesterday.. wonderful~! people whom i've never seen in a thousand years showed up... sheldon, jeff, yulun, val, kaili, faith and daoxing. it at first got a bit weird.. especially when kaili and i started talking.. we finished with the usual greetings then silence.. then we laughed at the weird-ness and soon was back to our chatty selves... talking about things from her hall mates to the taufik guy from singapore idol. he has got to be the MOST acting contestant til now. geez.
it was soo sweet to have that chocolate cake around.. it was yummy~!! haha.. although it got a bit squirmy at the end by the time i ate it.. but thanks~! haha... those who stayed behind was chuanz, shuz and i... so the four of us chatted at the pit... from our "partners" in class last time... to lim chong shen vs. lim yulun... to jeff ong vs. newby.... to their co-op boyfriends... to current squeezes.... lotsa lotsa stuffs... exciting~! and nostalgic at the same time.. i miss the fun days at sajc... wild.... fun... crazy... and musical~!
after that... we moved to our place.. where we settled down with one episode of sex and the city.. it got too boring finally... 13 going on 30 and butterfly effect.
mostly time travel yeah? how changing just one thing could change the course and path of your life to come... 13 going on 30 has a happy ending.. butterfly effect just makes things worse. which the mother in 13 said... i know i've made a few mistakes. but i don't regret making them. because if i didn't...i wouldn't have known how to set things right. HOW TRUE.
well.. i'll be twenty in an hour's time. the big 2. it's finally here... and i guess that to a certain extent... my life's been pretty wasted. not that it isn't now... haha.. but well... it's only now that i realized that i missed out on some things. beauty... youth... cheerfulness... punk-ness.... and a love life. but i don't quite dare to change anything. haha... but i'm still me. haha... sad yet cool in a way~!
listening to: nakashima mika -- oborotsukiyo ~inori~
mindless break
oh well.. yet another mindless 2 hour break in school.. oh but then it isn't really mindless actually.. i have work to do.. project proposal due in 1 1/2 hours... japanese homework due at 2.. and meeting minutes yet to be typed..
wow.. i'm actually not that free isn't it?
life's been rush-y (there ain't such a word i gather) and messy.. work's piling up.. i've just handed up an assignment which i finished without thinking. in other words.. i copied. oops. haha.. cuz it was too late when i realized how to do. ah~
jay chou's coming for a concert~!! and i've confirmed a 128 bucks seat... i feel the pinch man really. i'm broke.. i'm very broke and nus won't give me a bursary.. nor will their computer centre employ me. hahaa.. no one to blame though.. blame it on my incompetency and luck! haha...
mid term break is coming... and i'll be having a visit to institute of mental health this coming monday. which is actually my birthday. which is actually pretty weird to visit something-like-an-asylum (ah. i should know better than to use this word) place on a birthday. how memorable... haha but i look forward to it~~~ who knows? if i can graduate nicely, i may go work there. eh. hopefully work. not admitted.
bbq this saturday at wanhui's place.. i'm so looking forward to it~!! time to catch up with faces that i can't really recall now (seriously) like jeffrey and yulun. haha.. okie la not that bad.. but my idea of them is still in sa's uniform.. so u can see how backdated my memories of them are. and there's also val and kaili~ and sheldon~!! haha.. whom we know is still around with his occasional messages that can really make me laugh and roll on the floor man. and lao die also.. though he can only come real late.. haha.. hopefully he DOES come. haha.. he'd better~!!
sooooooooo looking forward to good fun~!
listening to: as7's comp cluster's air-con
nameless
for the first time... the river flowed like one. the flow went on and seemed like it will never stop.
like time. like life. like love.
the wind was strong and it blew so many troubles away. no one was sad... no one was sorrowful. not even when the truth and the scars came to light.
the sun didn't shine too brightly... part of it was still hidden by the clouds that were threatening to rain. the air was cold... but it surprisingly didn't get into the heart... didn't freeze it.. didn't hurt it.
the road, the journey, the path was too long for compensations... for any regrets. pushed by time, turning around wasn't a choice. moving on is the only way.
and moved on i did.
listening to: jeff chang -- bai yue guang
d.n.angel
niwa daisuke (the red hair one) is a 14 year old schoolboy... harbouring a crush on his classmate, harada risa. on his 14th birthday, he plucked up his courage and told her that he liked her. however, risa only told him... "let's be friends".. (awwww)...
heartbroken.. and without realizing it... he suddenly transformed into another person~! tall, handsome, charming and with purple hair... this is the person he had always wished he could be. he is dark, a famous art thief that has been famous for decades. turned out that the male descendents of the niwa household are destined to turn into this charming thief at the age of 14 and whenever they feel the emotion of love (poor thing).
daisuke's mother and grandfather knew it all along and immediately that night, he was made to steal the famous paintings around town. and this was when daisuke realized why he went through what he went through...sudden attacks from his mother whenever he reached home from school... learning how to open locks since young.... all for this day. if he wants to get out of this nightmare forever, he must find his holy maiden who will put him off this for life. in addition to that.. he has to fight krad... someone destined to capture dark... and also residing in the body of hiwatari satoshi, a schoolmate of daisuke's....
dark irritates daisuke constantly... especially when he manages to get risa smitten with himself. risa's elder twin, riku hates dark for she thinks he's a pervert.. she's secretly in love with daisuke though she's not sure... a love square ensues... daisuke likes risa... risa likes dark... dark likes riku...and riku likes daisuke. phew... ahhaa.. but eventually... daisuke realizes who he really likes between the twins....
sometimes.. must watch some cute anime... hahaa...
listening to: minao -- hajimari no hi
