counting down to jay chou
it's official. jay chou's 5th album will be out on 3rd August.. and boy i can't wait!!! 8 days to it.... counting down everyday! and i wanna thank wanz for helping pre-order the cd and getting the really cool pictorial for me!
well well.. of course i must update on my idol drama.. i finished the first part... now am waiting for the second one while catching up on scv.. ahaa.. busy huh? and i'm getting the novel from taiwan! hahaa.. oh my god. how crazy can i get?!
school's reopening in two weeks.. and i'm still working. hahaa.. contrary to what i was thinking.. school reopening doesn't quite appeal to me that much now. or maybe it's because it's going to be a hectic schedule ahead of me.. 3 essentials... one japanese that's 7 hours weekly and ten thousand times harder.. and a chemistry module.. it's a gem mod.. but it's chemistry. you got it. C-H-E-M-I-S-T-R-Y. god knows what will happen.. but considering that i'm all set to put s/u... hahaha...
i've got a friday-free timetable again.. at the expense of having two papers in one day during exams. and also.. the chem mod was considered because of a friday-free mindset too..
what won't i do for a free friday?
haha..
listening to: jay chou -- qi li xiang
aesthetic
while it's still them.. haha.. i really LOVE this picture not just because it's from the show and has huo jian hua looking really good inside... but also because of the aesthetic feel.
i like the idea of two people looking at the same thing. it gives the feeling of them being together somehow even if they don't know each other.
or it just boils down to the same reason why i LOVE ayumi hamasaki's "a best" lesbianism-inspired cover. because it's beautiful. it's just beautiful .. you can't explain.. it's just the moment that you first see it. and you really like it. haha...
unfortunately.. my craze for both the drama and huo jian hua isn't over yet. hahaa.. so.. bear with me~ or get lost! hahaa...
been listening extensively to fan wei qi and guang liang's
hao ji mo... have always liked the song.. but it's just coming back again.. the chorus is just so... heart-breaking.
i feel so lonely, especially when i'm thinking of you.
the pain is eating me.. but i can't tell you.
and since i know how the drama is going to go in future.. and reading some excerpts from the book... this song just suits so well. oops. haha.. ultimate display of being in my own dreamland.
and perhaps.. it applies to me so well too..
sigh.
someone once told me... "you still look as happy as ever". i am? i do? you mean i was happy before? that was all crap. i wasn't happy before.. nor presently.. nor much in the future. i don't know. i guess i was happy.. but never as much as i wish i could be.
listening to: fan wei qi + guang liang -- hao ji mo
going ga-ga
oops. sorry guys. i'm still going to gag about my latest interest.. wallace huo jian hua! i think the picture above quite explains it all right.. he looks absolutely cute in this drama! and i love him in this pic~!
well well.. let me see.. i've heard about him when he first released an album.. and was hailed the other version of toro.. which i at first quite disliked cuz i loved toro then. but i agreed that he looked pretty good.
then he got into some zhai xing show. i hate the story. i love the music. which really has nothing to do with him. thus, the dislikeness stays.
then he was in the dolphin bay show opposite angela zhang and ambrose hui. the show was fine (i didn't watch much though), he looked good.. but his character inside was too act-cool and really looked bad against the so-likeable character of mr. hui so.. there you have it. i still didn't like him.
then he had to appear in WESTSIDE STORY. yes.. xing wang was cool.. he was the coolest person inside (minus that pair of hideous glasses). but i condemn the show.. so he had to be condemned too. sigh.
FINALLY, we have 100% senorita...where he is sweet, handsome and doing all the right things. he mixed up his real love at first but quickly fix it (bravo.) he honestly admitted to the "stranger" that he was unusually more attracted to her than to the original one. (wah.. you should have seen him saying it). he lashed out at the girl (the replacement) for saying that he wants to be with the real girl cuz of her money (wah. damn shiok. i still remember his lines. haha) and he always almost punched the bad guy if not being stopped by others (coool!!)
i think it's the eyes huh. it's all about the eyes.. his eyes is shaped in a very unusual way but that's what makes them special. he has a really defined jawline and nice cheekbones..and the way he talk especially when he's really worked up (like making the replacement understand that he would never like her.. making the real girl understand that he really like her .. and making the bad guy understand that he's really going to make him pay for everything he did).. .ah.. i love it when guys have perfect articulation when speaking chinese (and not sounding like a prc, of course). he has a great voice... and the hair! hahaa.. and he was in elva's mtv.. the song was the theme song for the drama.. and he look SOOOOOO CUTE~~~~
oops. hahaa.. it's rare for me to LOVE a taiwanese drama, let alone the people inside. i'm renting the vcd... the first half since i missed that and i'm going to religiously follow the second half on tv.
here i come man!
listening to: elva hsiao -- xing fu de di tu
100% senorita
well as of now.. i've yet to find out what senorita means.
been watching the taiwanese drama, 100% senorita on scv these days. i missed almost half of it. haha.. and quite regretting it. it stars huo jian hua.. which looks ten times better and more loving than in westside story and lin wei jun... didn't quite like her after her two-timing incident.. but well.. haha.. it also stars chen qiao en (the one with the dog in mvp qing ren).
the story's about a business lady who lost her looks after a bad guy's attempt on her life. her face was damaged and she had a plastic surgery.. looking like someone else. with nowhere to go and no way to get out of this situation, she got to know this girl who looked exactly like her. she thus asked her to help pose as her and go back to the company, preventing the bad guy from doing more harm and take over the company. unfortunately, this girl (the one who was roped in to help) and the lady herself fell in love with this aspiring lawyer (huo jian hua REALLY is very nice inside). this aspiring lawyer however at first mistook the girl as the lady and was so glad she liked him too since he fell in love at first sight when he saw her last time.
at the same time, he felt weird because while he's with his first love, he felt that something is amiss and that she has changed. then, simultaneously, he found this missing element in the lady who had now been a stranger to him. eventually, he found out the truth but was repeatedly rejected by the real one cuz she had already agreed to give him up so that the lookalike will help her... oh dear. and so we have our dear mr. huo jian hua, all lovelorn and suffering... and handsome. and bloodily handsome.
oh my god. are you confused? haha.. hope u get the story. haha.. and it's sooooo sweet seeing the lawyer confessing his love again and again and not giving up.
wah~~ where is my weixiang! (his name inside.. forgot to mention) ahhaa..
anyway. .going to catch spidey now. see ya later.. shall update you on a korean movie which i watched on scv and cried like mad.. it's tragically beautiful and soo touching..
see ya.
listening to: myself and the tv outside
expecto patronum
i watched harry potter today with glyn and boy did i enjoy the movie! every minute of it! despite the fact that we had to sit at the first row... i bet i would have loved it more if we could sit somewhere less torturous...
i love the older harry potter.. where he is more filled with angst and less naivety towards everything that's happening around. this time, he gets angry with people and does things to them.. well he did in the first installment.. by putting that fat boy into where the snake was in the zoo.. let me see.. what else.. he gets angrier.. he wanted to kill sirius black... he rebutted severus snape... he threatened his uncle... he broke the glasses at home... oh and i love it when he did the expecto patronum spell for the last time.. he looked damn good...
i wish i can do all that.
did i mention i have my own book of shadows? haha.. never had the time to really try out the spells inside.. ooooh.. maybe i should try.
well well... i guess everyone wanna be harry potter.. somehow? minus the orphaned part.. the idea of being the key to the truth... being the ultimate saviour to mankind.. or really.. just being THE ONE. haha.. i do wanna become that.. and having herminone and ron as best friends... dumbledore and all the amazing people as mentors.
wow. i will really look forward to school.
listening to: the verve -- bittersweet symphony
of clubbing and vodka coke
technically.. last night was the first time i went clubbing in my entire life. i find it quite a feat because i'm among the rare few in my circle of friends who had never been to a pub before. or is that a pub? i don't know.. i guess it is. swing of sultan.. what is it technically? disco? pub? bar? argh.
i met up with thong and qiaoyan first at clementi.. and thong lamented that i was late.. haha.. aiyah.. i'm always like that, thong! ahahaha.. then we made our way to s.o.s which we had quite an argument on which direction to take. gee..
finally we reached there and discovered that we are the only ones there.. guess we were too early.. cuz it really was quite empty. we sat down and stoned for a while... and it was really bad. haha..
hongjie joined us later and he had a problem finding his way cuz apparently the taxi driver had no idea where central mall is.. haha.. oh well.. things only started picking up until like 12am where we went to the side bar and there was people dancing.. and it was a hundred times more lively than where we were at cuz they were playing.. retro songs. and trust me...retro dance steps looked really silly. the side bar had better music.. justin timberlake and linkin park.. toni braxton.. stuffs like that.. r&b.. and haha.. think the drink i had earlier made me high and i starting bobbing to the music... argh. i must look really silly..
i tried vodka coke and ... bleah. it smelled like antiseptic lotion! haha ... it wasn't that bad but i still prefer pure coke. hahaa.. this is the biggest reason why i don't go clubbing.. cuz i need normal drinks... like coke. hahaa.. but i guess i'll try bourbon coke next time.. though hongjie said it tastes bad.
haha.. we left earlier because qiaoyan had a curfew... candy, hongjie and thong stayed on for harder partying and i'm feeling tired... haha..
k.. we all go zouk next time yeah? it's so near my house but i've never been there.. so i make it an aim for myself. hahaa.. but i think it depends on who u go with.. so let's have our jinglin gathering at pubs in the future.
yikes~! too high from the drink eh.
listening to: lin jun jie -- jiang nan
paranoia
it's starting to rain these days.. what a refreshing change. have had enough of scorching sun and humid air.. now i need fresh breeze and sometimes... rainy clouds.
everyday... at the end of the day... just as when i was about to sleep.. or perhaps while i toss and turn in my bed.. i think about my life. my day... my everything. sometimes i can make out something from it.. but most of the time.. i don't.
like for example.. why do i think i'm losing my friends?
it was a sudden thing.. like a thought that just struck me from nowhere. at the moment when i thought of this.. i guess something
gripped me from inside and i hurriedly searched around for things to reassure me that i'm not.
did i manage to find it? i'm not sure.. i'm not even sure if this feeling is gone by now. i guess it lingers.. and it doesn't go away that easily.
i think i assume too much responsibility, or so to speak. i see myself as too important. and like i told a friend, i don't like the feeling in which i feel that i can't live without somebody but that someone can jolly well live without me. i guess that really applies to everything i have. it's sad.. it's pathetic.. and it's probably ten thousand times more serious that what i'm really feeling now.. but oh well.. in simpler terms... i'm feeling insecure.
but why do i feel insecure? because i don't have a more colourful life than some? or is it because i have less stories to tell? i guess i must say it could be both.. it could be none.. it could be more. i'm envious of so many out there... simply because their lives sound so much more interesting than what i have here.
i must battle this somehow, don't i? but i must say i don't wallow in self-pity that much nowadays.. the situation has gotten better. i forget things like that easier.. forgive and forget?
i treasure this.. for my good feel is just like the rain... refreshing yet gone before you knew it.
listening to: lin jun jie -- jiang nan
