while it's still them.. haha.. i really LOVE this picture not just because it's from the show and has huo jian hua looking really good inside... but also because of the aesthetic feel.
i like the idea of two people looking at the same thing. it gives the feeling of them being together somehow even if they don't know each other.
or it just boils down to the same reason why i LOVE ayumi hamasaki's "a best" lesbianism-inspired cover. because it's beautiful. it's just beautiful .. you can't explain.. it's just the moment that you first see it. and you really like it. haha...
unfortunately.. my craze for both the drama and huo jian hua isn't over yet. hahaa.. so.. bear with me~ or get lost! hahaa...
been listening extensively to fan wei qi and guang liang's hao ji mo... have always liked the song.. but it's just coming back again.. the chorus is just so... heart-breaking.
i feel so lonely, especially when i'm thinking of you.
the pain is eating me.. but i can't tell you.
and since i know how the drama is going to go in future.. and reading some excerpts from the book... this song just suits so well. oops. haha.. ultimate display of being in my own dreamland.
and perhaps.. it applies to me so well too..
sigh.
someone once told me... "you still look as happy as ever". i am? i do? you mean i was happy before? that was all crap. i wasn't happy before.. nor presently.. nor much in the future. i don't know. i guess i was happy.. but never as much as i wish i could be.
listening to: fan wei qi + guang liang -- hao ji mo
whatever you want here
