currently. i'm deprived of sleep. i've only slept for less than 3 hours in the last 36 hours and been out for 10 hours. well... not a feat to most people out there but to me... it's a killer.
we had bbq at wan's place yesterday.. wonderful~! people whom i've never seen in a thousand years showed up... sheldon, jeff, yulun, val, kaili, faith and daoxing. it at first got a bit weird.. especially when kaili and i started talking.. we finished with the usual greetings then silence.. then we laughed at the weird-ness and soon was back to our chatty selves... talking about things from her hall mates to the taufik guy from singapore idol. he has got to be the MOST acting contestant til now. geez.
it was soo sweet to have that chocolate cake around.. it was yummy~!! haha.. although it got a bit squirmy at the end by the time i ate it.. but thanks~! haha... those who stayed behind was chuanz, shuz and i... so the four of us chatted at the pit... from our "partners" in class last time... to lim chong shen vs. lim yulun... to jeff ong vs. newby.... to their co-op boyfriends... to current squeezes.... lotsa lotsa stuffs... exciting~! and nostalgic at the same time.. i miss the fun days at sajc... wild.... fun... crazy... and musical~!
after that... we moved to our place.. where we settled down with one episode of sex and the city.. it got too boring finally... 13 going on 30 and butterfly effect.
mostly time travel yeah? how changing just one thing could change the course and path of your life to come... 13 going on 30 has a happy ending.. butterfly effect just makes things worse. which the mother in 13 said... i know i've made a few mistakes. but i don't regret making them. because if i didn't...i wouldn't have known how to set things right. HOW TRUE.
well.. i'll be twenty in an hour's time. the big 2. it's finally here... and i guess that to a certain extent... my life's been pretty wasted. not that it isn't now... haha.. but well... it's only now that i realized that i missed out on some things. beauty... youth... cheerfulness... punk-ness.... and a love life. but i don't quite dare to change anything. haha... but i'm still me. haha... sad yet cool in a way~!
listening to: nakashima mika -- oborotsukiyo ~inori~
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