things have changed a lot since the last time i updated. looking at the date, it had only been two weeks. maybe slightly more than that but nevertheless, things changed so much... it felt longer than it really is.
i've gotten used to the changes though. i don't look back at the past anymore. although sometimes i wish for something else but i'm twenty one. make that twenty two in 2006. so i know better. i ought to. i didn't just lose things, i gained some too. i'm stronger and i feel better.
well anywayz.. guess what? chinese new year!! hahaa i went back to malaysia to celebrate it with my grandmother.. and getting back in touch with that rural wooden hut that rests quietly in some corner of that big place.
i miss that place. i've been there since young and i know that my grandmother doesn't say it but she's happy to see us. my little cousins aren't as well off as my family (well we're not very good either) but because my mother always give them a treat whenever she goes back, they're really happy to see us.
i promise i'll go back often, chat with my grandmother, give my little cousins big treats and bask in those simple happiness that are clouded by too many things going on now.
i love my family ^^
listening to: stairways to heaven -- ave maria
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