it somehow still saddens... or rather, scares me... the idea of graduating. the whole thing seems so surreal and to tell the truth, i can't get used to the fact that after studying for... 15 years, i'm going to be out of it. at least the phase of formal education.
went back to nus to collect my academic dress today and the whole process just makes me uneasy again. am i doing the right thing? should i have stayed on for another year... even though i would end up with a funked up honours degree that would not justify 365 days? maybe i should have worked harder.. but lo and behold.. let's just let these pass. *grieve*
met up with yuenling and mingjie, then tay and nellie at the hall... seriously the academic dress looks horrible. i mean.. it just looks so puffed up and... that mortar board.. i have no idea how to wear it properly. sometimes it feels fine... sometimes it feels too big. and it's definitely not my head changing sizes so it has got to be that mortar board.
after that, nel drove us down to heeren. poor nel.. please for goodness sake, take care of yourself on the road and stop bumping into other people's car!! we wanted to eat at han ka ram but it was closed (all your fault, nel... all that waiting! *hmph*) so we settled for buffet at sakae. but nel left early.
this was my first time having the buffet and i really do not think that i will go for it ever again.. unless i haven't been eating for days. all the while we were thinking of hitting at least seven plates to make it all worthwhile but before we even realized it, we had each eaten ten plates.
i had 4 temakis. i must be crazy.
we ate sooo much we were pretty much hating sushi. then we moved on to cine where we were just in time for the five fifty pm king and the clown show. right.. i don't know what's the big hype because while i think it was nice and touching and exciting, i don't get all the hoo-hah. or maybe i'm not that deep a person yeah? but lee junki was freaking beautiful. how can any guy be that beautiful? sheesh.
after that.. mingjie, yuenling and i went to galilee at cineleisure for some light food after shopping at sol mart. yuenling finally overcame herself by finishing that one pack of kimchi. but seriously, that pack of kimchi is nothing like the real one. so.. yuenling~ good luck~~
yuenling, mingjie and i... a little too dark but never mind ~
i miss my jap classmates~ i think they were the only real friends i made in nus.. as in.. these are the people whom i still keep in contact with and would continue to do in the future..
and it's great that they are learning korean too! haha from the same teacher somemore.. haha..
i'm turning cam-whorish. bleah.
morning shift again tomorrow.
dammit. i hate it because people who say they are available say they can't cover my shift. then why the hell do you put yourself as available?!
listening to: utada hikaru -- this is love
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