i have movedhi peeps.
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i have moved my entire blog to
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have fun at my new place too!
getting back into the paceit felt only like yesterday that new year was here.. but already it's been six days! i wish it's neverending.. i wish everyday is new year's eve.. the anticipation, the mood.. it's something that i always loved~
i went back to malaysia for a day to celebrate the new year and also do some visiting. it's been a year, i think, since i last went back.. and i kinda miss the rural and laidback feel of living there (save for the heat. it's scorching and i really felt like i was in an oven... no matter who cliched that sounds). i miss my grandmama who is always so happy to see us~ i kinda feel bad not staying there for the night when i chose to go to my eldest aunt's house cuz we could play with firecrackers there ^^
my brother-in-law was the most excited about it.. well i guess it brings back good old memories. everything made me miss my own good old days... the times when we could stay there for the whole week.. simply lazing around and doing nothing. that's not metaphoric, i'm being literal here! other than the tv, occasional shopping at the malls and eating comparatively better fare at lower rates, there's really nothing to do there. no internet, no phone calls either... like leaps back into my younger years! we don't stay there so long anymore, we are spoilt by modern technology. however, i would love to go back for a longer period of time again.. i think it would be a nice break =)
i even recall this gor gor who played with my sister and i when we went back for my grandmother's funeral when i was in primary three. i vaguely remember his face.. he was very tall and very thin. i didn't see him around but i heard from my mother that his name is ah liang~ and that he lived next door. well.. no chance in looking for him but who knows~~ ah liang gor gor~~ if you happen to read this.. haha well.. happy new year! lol..
the office is half empty all the time, loads of people took leave for the whole week.. dang!~ i should have done that too man.
but oh wells, it's friday already.. i just wanna go out chilling somewhere!
listening to: bi -- with u
new year resolution.. againmaybe because i'm chinese.. or maybe i just wanna give myself a second chance at making (and hopefully keeping) new year resolutions, i always felt more.. i don't know.. relevant when it comes to the lunar new year.
the past year have been crazily different. i moved from one big phase to another.. breaking off from the education system after 15 years... going into the society where suddenly, everything i say or do matters. gone are the days when i can fade into the background, disturbing no one with anything that i'm doing. now i have to held responsible for everything i say, i did not say, i do, i did not do. i'm not lying when i say i want to go back to school... ironic. since i'm working in one. grrr.
so daniel (my korean boy) was right.. i'm an adult now. guess i never really felt it when i was still in school. but now .. yeah.. oh wells. i think i can survive. well, i have to!
i'm 23, i'm 24 in lunar terms.. i'm a working adult.. i need to start saying truthfully what i wanna say.
to my family.. thanks for the support, thanks for putting up with me (no thanks to everything though. hmph!). let's spend a good new year in malaysia~ hee haH~!
to my friends who are always there. thanks for being there the past year~ i know i've thrown tantrums.. about work, about the lack of it at first, about lack of a love life, about blah this blah that.. i know i'm a whine. but i know you guys love me.
to those who still owe me money.. you know what, i don't care anymore. owing money through the new year is bad luck but guess what? that's really YOUR problem. i'm sick and tired of asking all the time so.. well.. good luck to you. at least it shows i'm financially a better planner.
to my lovely colleagues, thanks for helping me and showing me the ropes. i can't use the excuse that i'm new anymore, that saddens me a bit .. but anyways.. i swear i will do a better job. i mean it. and i mean it when i say... i lub you guys like i lub chocolate cake!
to my newly found colleague-ship with some in the office, thanks for allowing me to make you guys laugh (come on, admit it. I AM AMUSING.) thanks for allowing me to know you guys as well, and i thank providence for the chance. i hope all of us can bond better in the future!
to those whom i don't talk to so often now, i still think of you guys. but it's such that i don't know what to say to you guys sometimes... topic runs out but i miss the days we had. i'm sure there was the bond between us that made the good old days good.
to those whom i used to dislike... or maybe am still disliking, there must be a reason why i dislike you. maybe the reason is childish, i may have outgrown it already. hopefully i will reconcile my dislike and one day, i can give you guys a nice big hug (although impossible for some still, i believe)
to the first guy whom i thought i fell in love with, all i can say is... too bad for you that you've missed me. i'm too good for you and i never really believed a word you said about the recent incident.
to the second guy whom i thought i fell in love with, well.. i don't hate you. it's not your fault. bad timing.
to that taxi driver who nearly hit me today... i don't even want to think of what i want to say to you.
happy chinese new year!
listening to: fukuyama masaharu -- tokyo
happy valentine'sokay.. not exactly.. i mean i'm saying this to everyone who's happily attached out there and all.. go enjoy the hell out of yourself.
lol.. and for those happily single? seek comfort in the fact that you are not alone.
so today i met up with nel and yuenling to try out the food at this japanese restaurant just next to one of my favourite haunts, liquid kitchen.
it's called
ichigo.. hey.. same name as that cute lead from the manga,
bleach!
okay but anyways.. i'm not digging the food there.
whatever it was (i don't remember the name).. it was porridge-like. and i had porridge for lunch this afternoon. shiat.and it's expensive. goodness, with the same amount of money, i could have gotten myself a decent korean meal.
we haven't taken a picture together in a long timeeee.after an unsatisfying meal.. we went next door to liquid kitchen for some chilling out. nel and yuenling got themselves some camomile tea, while i had bourbon coke. bad choice because i'm having a tummyache. and i don't care if it's because of the alcohol.
gasp! chocolate fondue! ultimate sin! my mother must never know!lol.
screw v-day.
listening to: tank -- fei ni mo shu
lights and buzz
well i guess it's true when people say cooping yourself up at home will only lead to discomfort.. or whatever along this line. haha..
after spending the whole saturday and most of sunday at home, basically doing nothing... i can tell you, it really didn't feel very good. i was having a headache half the time and i couldn't do anything else except getting wasted in front of my television set or just heading straight back to my bed..
wanting to get rid of my headache, i joined my parents in a chinatown new year trip.
i know a lot of people don't like chinese new year.. but why? i think it's lovely. or maybe i think so only because i haven't been asked about singlehood, getting a boyfriend or getting married by my relatives. lol.
but i love how this festival gives us all the reason to buy red clothes, stuff our faces or just plainly.. feel festive.
listening to: snow patrol -- chasing cars