that will NOT apply when i'm playing my cello... ooooh.. my notes keep going off-key. argh.. a problem i never met during my days when i did the flute.. but i'm getting the hang of it.. with zhengmei coaching me.. haha.. so pressurizing..soooo pressurizing. i'm pretty pressured into producing results..FAST. cuz i changed instrument...without much blessings.. ho ho ho...
well anyway.. while waiting for some seniors for dinner... which took so long that zhengmei started pulling a long face cuz she's sooo hungry.. a senior came up to us and asked me why zhengmei and i didn't show up for the orchestra practice...we were practising outside all the while. i explained to him that i didn't cuz my cello skills were not up to standard while zhengmei didn't cuz she never saw the scores and needed some time to familiarize.. i was pretty alarmed that he just came up and asked. hmmm.. hopefully he didn't think that we were out to skip it or something...though we turned up pretty late... oh ho ho..
anyway dinner was good.. though we were sorta like forced into a chatting session with some other freshies and seniors, planning for the activities for our anniversary celebrations. some other freshie was so excitedly planning everything..she even had a "game book" sorta thing.. wow.
zhengmei, huiyi and i just stoned. we were going into this anti-social mode. previously, we declined all offers to sit with them. i mean.. i'd rather sit somewhere else alone than get stuck in this very cramp space. it doesn't make sense. eventually, we politely bidded farewell... off to freedom!!!
to think i was once the welfare leader of rvco.. coming up with all the games stuffs. zhengmei and huiyi suggested that i should help.. but i was like.. .no way.. i'm WAY too jaded now to come up with such things. and to express my dislike for that freshie w/o anyone knowing.. zhengmei and i had to converse in japanese.. well.. so bad huh.. talking bad behind people's back...
oh well.. it's just us. what can you do? what can ANYONE do?
muah hahaha
listening to: sweety -- pai dui
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