just as i've decided to salvage my modules... i'm skipping my japanese lecture. haha...contradicting yeah?
my stats is gone. like...really gone. i've never been so certain of ultimate failure from a test..but i experienced that yesterday. not exactly pleasant.. it just feels like you are walking to a spot where you will plunge and die but you can't stop your legs from moving towards that.
sounds a tad too serious? oh boy. you must be certain that i'm really serious.. i'm serious. i'm dead serious about this cuz i cannot let what i've accomplished in the past year be gone in less than 4 months. or i would go back to where i've started.
sob.
but oh well.. haha.. thus i have to quickly make up for my lost times due to too much computing... surfing...chatting and sitting around. haha.. but then again... that takes a lot of determination.
which i don't quite have. oops.
listening to: nakashima mika -- sara
whatever you want here