hye sung in a tv show again.. haha.. this is yet another standard action he does whenever he laughs... i've watched footages that date back to at least 2002 and he's been doing that all the while... haha... soooooooo cUTe~ on a variety show he just attended.. he played in a segment called "Of Course".. which means the participant from a group must say something.. and the person from the other group must say "of course".. until one of them cannot agree anymore. so shinhwa took turns to suan each other.. because hye sung's name is actually shen1 hui4 xing1 (shooting star)...he played against another guy who asked "so.. hye sung... are you friends with jupiter, mars and saturn?"... hye sung *bengz* when he heard that and gave up.. saying that he can't play with someone so childish... hahaha~~~~~
at this present moment... words alone cannot describe how pissed i am. i AM PISSED. it is an irony because hye sung is laughing so happily in the picture above.. but here i am talking about how pissed i am. in fact.. even if he were to appear before me RIGHT NOW... i will go gaga and then STILL be pissed. does that even give a hint of how pissed i am? i think it does. hell yes.
it is very sickening when you have to do something over and over again. and my my.. let me tell you something... a piece of advice from someone who's been through something and still am stuck in it.. DO NOt.. i say DO NOT ever volunteer to a secretary in an organisation of over 100 people. you will die. YES YOU WILL DIE. do you know how many times i've been doing the name list already? i've corrected it like a thousand times.. yes a thousand times. or maybe a million. okay... make that ten million times.
people don't correct what is wrong the first time. they have to... they SIMPLY HAVE TO wait til you finish everything... THEN they tell you something is wrong. and i've always believed that singapore has the highest density of cellular phone usage... but not like... everyone starts changing their number in less than 3 months?! my goD~ and then you give out the list for them to change like ten thousand times.. until finally you call it quits... you want to finalize it... THEN THEY SAY... OOPS.. FORGOT TO TELL YOU blah blah blah blah blah.... then you find someone to help you check out all the graduation dates... because you have a stats report to hand in in two days and you SIMPLY HAVE NO TIME FOR THESE SHIT. then you get an email back ... hi.. please refer to the attachment =).
NICE.
NICE NICE NICE NICE NICE. i have a problem. i have a problem with what i'm going through. is it just me? or is everyone trying to kill me? i decided that it is JUST ME. i should bloody hell walk out of this place and ignore everyone.. blocking out whatever you all may think about me.
oh yes.. i'm a quitter. you said you could do it.. why not anymore? you said you can handle it well.. why... all of that was a scam? you are just putting on an act? oh yes.. .we should have seen that.. you simply ain't capable enough for these duties.
OH YES. SAY SOMEMORE. BLOODY HELL KILL ME IF YOU WANT TO.
everyone's bloody screwed.
oops. i hate to associate such things with my hye sung....but.... dammit.
gawd dammit.
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